Warm truths and cold facts
Wednesday, April 22, 2009 at 02:20PM Precordial Thump by Zoe Whittall ; Exile Editions, 2008 (91pages)
Reviewed by Jane Fearon
The truth lies somewhere between them.between body and mind.
Zoe Whittal's visceral exploration of a falling in love with a pathological
liar strikes the heart of denial. This daring and darkly ironic book
cleverly portrays a heroic paramedic by night and heartbreaking lover by
day. The seductive liar who is saving lives and having make out sessions
in the truck between calls. Whittall's work explores pain with a wry and
candid humour. The tragic state of the speaker waiting for a call is
contrasted with 911 calls, while the rescuer- paramedic character is also
the one breaking the speaker's heart. Ultimately, the speaker concludes, "
I discover you are my opposite.You are a blunt force, a pounding in my
blood". The physical chemistry between the lovers is polarized with the
torment of psychological ambiguity. Ironically, the lying paramedic fakes
tumours and diseases of the body as if to echo the sickness of the mind's
pathos.
Whittal's portraits are compassionately engaged with the lover whose lies
are not calculated, but rather a symptom of some dis/ease. This very human
portrayal is punctuated with the complicated memories of a love affair. At
the same time, the speaker studies her own denial and immersion in these
lies and struggles with the tension between belief and deception, love and
betrayal. Vulnerability is exposed in the language and imagery of the body
in pain, in crisis, and in jeopardy. The paramedic expertly finds the soft
spots.
In Precordial Thump, poetry is a vehicle along the route to intuitive truth
juxtaposed with cold lines of data. Whittall splatters the imprints left on
the heart by such an affair with luridly comic intensity. She engages the
reader with candid responses, memories, and raw emotion in a compelling
heart/wrench of a work.